| hello xanga people.
i have relocated here because this site has gotten too confusing for my old lady, old fashioned, easy ready to cook meal ways. happy times xanga, i will visit often to reminisce on my awkward puberty-laden entries.... |
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| Paul Baribeau took me to the giant tire swing
gave me a push and he started singing
I sang along while I was swinging
the sound of our voices made us forget everything
my heart does begin to race every time
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long time away
hella life crisis
what am i doing with my life?
what makes me happy?
what will make me happy?
i need stability
i need satisfaction
i need acceptance
i need to know that whatever happens
i'll be on my death bed
with a smile, knowing i did right
for me
for my family
for everyone else
that i have successfully balanced all facets
of what is important
i need to know that i have lived life
and lived it well.
foundations set...
decisions, decisions. |
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| Oh you inspire me
To be the higher me.
You made my desire pure
my disappearance can be explained
by these images, unworthy
of moments passed
but realized
these times
i cherish, remember, revisit
& i am taken, constantly by surprise.
Too many words that want to fly out of my fingers but conclusively none can do justice in describing the hectic months that have passed. I'm forever in debt to whoever controls my destiny because amidst all of what has happened I made it through alive and kicking (and singing, again). Often times I find myself in awe of how coincidentally and intricately things have fallen in place and come to reality in the best way it could have worked out for all involved, especially me. And I am thankful. I have made and lost friends in the past weeks, and those who have chosen to stay by my side--beyond the drama, the absence, the ...drama, are the ones that I am proud to say are my true friends, not merely acquaintences. You are all amazing...listentomyrambles-amazing, goonadventures-amazing, feedme-amazing, fartonyourlegandyouhitmebutunderstand-amazing, and I love you.
It's summer.
This time last year I think I was in Barcelona, or packing for Paris. It's already been a year since Europe (I know I keep whining about it, sorry sorry). Amazing how one year can change you so much. Everyone's drifted--family, friends, goals, tectonic plates, haha-- but we will find each other again :). Congrats to all of the graduates, may you all lead successful lives, or at least cook my burgers well.. jk jk.
Thank you for my wonderful friends for helping me paint my room:
BEFORE
AFTER!
effin beauty!
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I love [actually] living life.
I dread low GPAs.
Can't have everything.
Cosmic Balance.
(But, Music fixes everything)
Time to take care of this "career" business,
but I Promise,
I'll be back.
Social Hiatusly yours,
ms deanne.
ps. ultimate compliment:
"you taste better than beer" |
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| i'm looking for attention
not another question
should you stay or should you go
& if you don't know the answer
why are you still standing here?
hey hey hey hey
just walk away.
ms corinne & mr legend
mesmexcitement.
<333
my life at the moment can be described as a fat burrito. wrapped with pcc tortilla with biofries, stress guacamole, carne-ta-sada, with spicy fun sauce. f
udge...im hungry.
edit of zee pcc script: check
getting used to this ta business: check
final schedule of classes: check
par les vous francais: freakin oui mang....
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& just to humor me:
(stolen from v's page)
Dear Deanne,
I have always wanted to _______ you.
You have a cute ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me= ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I would build a _______ just for you.
I would get your name tattooed on my __________.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.
My love for you is like that of ____________.
Love,
_______________
(P.S. ______________.)
notorious timewaster,
miss d.
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